"take the pups, i got it. " i leave the pups in front of nightember and take off after the poppit. i trip it with my paw and take the map back. i ripped it a tad but we can still read it. i rush back to the group panting and hand silverkiss back the map. i pick jacque back up and she growls as she too grows. i pick her up in between my jaws and put midnight back on my back. "well, lets continue."

I take a mental not, Poppits=bad. But I continue anyway, We continue until sunset when we are near the dwarf caves, we stay about a mile east of their caves and set up camp, I ration out pelts, sneaking in an extra for Luna and each of the kids, it is really cold up here and we'll need them. Then  I start a fire and look around for food. The pack is hungry, but we're in an empty field. About fifteen meters away, I see a berry bush, but no one here can eat that, however, where there's a berry bush, there's a berry eating creature. I run over, but all I can find is a tiny wimp shrew, and that's after digging. I  sigh, I suppose we'll already have to dig into our ration of food. I pull out what I have in my bag, A slab of smoked deer meat, ground nuts, A dried out rabbit, and three botles of yak milk from mom. Not much to work with, unless Luna can find something. There might be a rabbit out here, but it's just a huge expanse of fields for miles and miles, there's no hope of deer, birds, or squirrel, and sadly, definately no fish.

I am scared by the sheer size of the pups,A few hours ago they were half the size of my cat form , now they are about the size of my human! I sheer Away from them for the night. I Volunteer to watch for first guard shift of the night, and Nightember stays with me. I sit in front of the fire with him at my side as Luna goes to hunt a small animal. I Gather up some long grass and begin to weave it into a quilt or mat. We sit there for a while, in the quiet, then he starts to talk to me.
"I've missed you, you know." He looks at me with his big violet eyes. I nod unconsciously, not really paying attention. He nuzzles my hand. "We didn't have to leave off like that, we might have had another chance,you know eventually." I set down my quilt. "Night, you know I don't want to talk about this." The fire crackles behind me. " I-I know, I just really did'nt want it to leave off that way, you've seemed so depressed ever since the incident, and I understand. But that was a year ago, we can try again." I smile sadly and look down at the ground as I shake my head. " He shifts into his Human form, taking the extra effort for me and wearing clothes, even though it drains his mana. "silver..." I still look down. He speaks in his usual gentle tone and cups his hand softly under my jaw. " No, silver,please, look at me." I turn my head towards him My face is near the heat now and my face fits perfectly cradled into his hand. "silver.." He looks away and picks a small white flower and gently weaves it into my hair.  He's looking straight at me with his gorgeous purple eyes. " Silver, " he whispers the last words softly to me. " I love you." I don't balk at his words like I usually do, but I take them in and let them wrap themselves gently around my soul, I consider them, swirl them around in my heart and accept them. I lean in close to him and plant my lips on his in a gentle kiss as I have wished to o for months now. I lie down next t him and rest my head on his chest as another guard comes up for his shift of the night.

(its not innaproprite thornclaw. i promise you. and lillilw, jacque is still; big but she is still younger and smaller than the others. she was born last. if that settles it then ill continue thestory.) i sleep next to jeremy that night. i trusted him a little more since all of my pups are big enough to take care of themselves now. im still protective, as anoy mother would be. Emily sleep next to Fane that night. Midnight and Jacque were inseperable and sleep next to each other as well. my family sleep closest to the fire. it was so warming, and even more comforting to sleep next to jeremy without having my guard up the whole time. i had the third shift with jeremy, so i had 4 hours to sleep.

I wake up happily the next morning next to Nightember and kiss him, he opens his eyes gently in his catly way and stretches his limbs. He throws his arm over me and kisses me gently . " so if we did.. have a child, would you want a girl or a boy?" I ask him. He looks thoughtful for a moment. " I'd want a girl. A  strong, independent girl who can take care of herself. Stocky, like a lion, but with your beautiful silvery coat." I look at him slyly. "so cats are weak now are they?" I teased he got a little panicky "n-n-no, I uh, I just-" I giggled. "your fine." I frolicked a little to gleefully around the camp and went over to the pups. I giggled in a high pitched voice. " You might be having cousins here soon, or a cousin. " they growled at me and I frolicked back over to Nightember.  "her name?" I asked him excitedly. "If it's a girl, whispydew, if it's a boy, hmmm..." I jump in "Deepmoon!" I don't know why I like the name but it sounds appealing at the time. I happily make breakfast and lead the pack on to the north east to get across the great gap.
(I hate it , but gtg, I salute you for playing on, don't have my babies or get there without me.And please don't fight a dragon without me, if you could, play up the romance till mourn, I litterally hand drew a map.)

(lol you're weird.) me and jeremy had taken our shift 3 hours ago and nothing happend. we talked for an hour before we had gone back to sleep. i wake up before anyone else does, except for the person that had the last shift, and evesdropped on nightember's and silverkiss' conversation. i acted like i was a sleep and just layed there, listening. they were talking about having children, this was juicy. i tried not to laugh, it was hard but i choked it down. after silverkiss  got up and ended the conversation to cook, i did too. i didnt mention listening to their conversation, she might have got made. i just keep quiet and help her cook. the only time i would speak is if she said something to me.  

being the only sensible woman on camp not wanting a child of my own i plop down next to silverstreak, "You dont want a child of your own do you?" 

my senses greatly dulled after lat night. good i know deathis onits way.

I finish wrong the roasted rabbit I had prepared and looked at my map. At our current speed,the best place to rest tonight would be on top of the cockatrice cave.  It's a harmless creature, with a putris stench, plus if a beast lived there, it had to have prey,and if it had prey,it meant food for us. I rallied the troops and we started matching g on.

my life now went on with a constant secret and consited of a game called lets try not to eat my family! yeah well silver(cat) was busy with her map stuff so i couldnt go try to talk to her about cures and herbs. great yet another day of hiding it.

emily was becoming super pale and she wouldnt eat at all. as her mother i start to freak out. i was pacing constantly while silverkiss was going iver the map. i wasnt the only one worried though, so was silverstreak. me and him needed to talk. i stop pacing and walk over to where silverstreak was. he wasnt so excited about the situation  either, i could tell by the way  his leg was constantly bouncing. i sit down in front of him and thought of how to put this." silver we need to talk about emily." i sat down on my haunches, keeping my head high. (im changing jeremy to a werewolf, it doesnt make since that he is a jackal and all my pups are wolves.ill post a pic of his new form)

this is jeremy in his new wolf version.

(Spottedfur )

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