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9:59am Aug 2 2012
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Connor couldn't help but scoff at the girl's words. Anytime he had been WITH her, his eyes hadn't wandered. Sure, if she wasn't around they might, definitely might, but other than that, he was an innocent man.
But, Connor could read between the lines easily enough. So, she could oogle her brother over his body, but he couldn't look at another girl when she wasn't around? Hmm. Not to sound like a jerk, but that seemed a little one sided to him. Or, perhaps he was just being a pig about it.
In the end, Connor didn't say anything to Paradise as she walked out, and probably forever. He closed his eyes and leaned back in the bed as Paradise passed it, and waited for the clicking of the shutting door. Once he heard it, the man let out a heavy sigh.
"Connor?"
It had been a few moments of silence before a familiar voice reached his ears.
"Pam... I messed up so bad."
The nurse sighed and walked over to the boy's bedside. She didn't say a word, just put her hand on his and kissed his forehead, then left. And that's when Connor broke down in tears for the second time that day. ~
Ethan had been sitting on the, extremely uncomfortable, waiting room chair when Paradise emerged from Connor's room. He lifted his head to the sound of her heels hitting the linoleum. He rose and approached her with a kind smile on his face.
"Hey, Paradise. How's he doing?"
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10:10am Aug 2 2012
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I actually felt a bit hurt as I walked out the door. Like, if I was by myself, I'd let myself have a cry or two. I'm not really sure why, but I guess because it was quite obvious that Justin was never coming back into my life, and now another guy coming into my life is now officially out of it.
I think I'll be forever alone.
I chewed on my lip, my cheeks a scarlet as I thought about that, actually feeling like I could cry over the realization. Hearing the voice of Ethan, I looked up from the floor and stopped walking. I gave him a small smile, though I think it was obvious that was the last thing I felt like doing. "He's not the happiest man alive, I can tell you that." I said with a shrug, dying to know what happened between the two to make Conner so angry at his brother. Finding a seat in the waiting room, I looked up at him with a lifted eyebrow, glad that he stayed around.
"I don't mean to pry but... Something really terrible must have happened to make Conner so mad at you." I hesitated, chewing my lip a moment before crossing my ankles and adding, "Could you tell me what happened?" My blue eyes widened in anticipation for the story.
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4:28pm Aug 4 2012
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[[ Ohmygod.
I didn't reply to this. o.o
I thought I had! D: My bad! I'll post soon! <3 ]] |
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4:56pm Aug 4 2012 (last edited on 4:56pm Aug 4 2012)
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Ethan couldn't help but chuckle at the girl's comment on Connor. The happiest man would go into a deep depression if he spent more than five minutes with Connor. He followed her into the waiting room, sitting in a chair across from the girl.
The man sighed at Paradise's request. He leaned back in the seat and crossed his hands over his delicious abs. Was he ready to tell Connor's story? Certainly he would be mad at Ethan if he told... It was Connor's story to tell anyways. But, it was his story too.
"It was nine years ago," Ethan finally started after he saw Paradise's anticipating eyes. "And Connor, at 16, decided to take Elizabeth, my baby sister and his twin, to a party. A 'rager', is what he called it actually. Well, later that night, he called me, just hammered, and asked me to pick him and Beth up. I mean, that was my job as Beth's older brother. To protect her."
Ethan paused, a breath hitching in his throat.
"So, I picked them up. Beth immediately passed out in the back seat; she had never drank any alcohol or anything before. And Connor, he took shotgun. I headed up on the highway, and suddenly, Connor freaked out on me and jerked the wheel. He flipped over the barrier into oncoming traffic..."
Another pause.
"Beth was killed immediately, and I walked out with only a concussion and a broken arm... Connor came out completely unscathed. He blames me for the accident... For killing Beth. I've begged for his forgiveness, though he's unwilling to give it. I never even told him that he jerked the wheel, causing the crash. I didn't have the heart to."
Ethan leaned forwards, elbows on knees, head cupped in his hands. The story hadn't gone exactly like that, but it was the story he had been telling for years. What really had happened still haunted him to that day.
"Sorry," Ethan said quietly after a moment. He lifted his head to peer at the girl. He was apologizing, of course, for his atrocious display of emotion.
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6:42pm Aug 4 2012
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[[ Blarg <3 I asked Murr to tell you but I came back on to see if someone else got my rmail and thought I'd just tell you.
I'm taking a hiatus from Role Playing. You might see me if I get hired for SB mod - but I'm starting to doubt that they liked my application because I haven't gotten any email saying I am or am not hired. - but other then the SB, you won't be seeing me around the RP forums. I don't know if it'll be a week, a month, year. I'm not sure. Something happened last night that kind of 'changed' me we'll say and I think I need to get some things straightened out with out thinking about replying to role plays - You know how I get, wanting a lot of role plays and all to the point where I get stressed. So, yeah. I'll be around. When I come back to role playing, we're bringing this role play back up. You can't say no. c: ]]
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6:49pm Aug 4 2012
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[[ ...
I'll miss you so much, CH. :c
I hope everything straightens out nicely for you. I'll be waiting to bring this back. :) ]] |
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2:46pm Aug 16 2012
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[[ Your siggy. Is so. FAB.
LOL DELICIOUS ABS. You have no idea how much I missed role playing with you to see comments like that. ]]
I stayed silent at his story, my eyes only going wider and wider with each event he spoke of. My lips stayed in a frown, imagining what kind of burden that would be to Conner if he knew it was his fault. I admired his brother, Ethan, for being able to keep that from him.
I reached over(I have no idea how far away they are from each other.), and grabbed his hand, giving him a small smile. "It's a good thing he doesn't know. Would you rather him live with that guilt?" I shrugged, squeezing his fingers and letting go to lean back in the seat.
"I'm sorry to. I can't imagine how you both feel."
Pieces started coming back together. Like why he hated his brother so much. But would you rather live your life with hate or guilt? Both could eat you alive. I chewed on my lips, my fingers interlocked.
"Don't worry, your not the only one he's mad at right now."
I said with a forceful chuckle. I looked back up at him, my cheeks still pink.
"We don't really get along either."
I wish I could say it was his fault but I knew it wasn't. We both just had to agree to disagree. Either that or never see each other again.
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8:54pm Nov 11 2012
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[[ Did you say you wanted to bring this back? This is not me nagging I swear. I just remember us talking about starting this back up in the SB.
If not, that's seriously fine. <3 ]]
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8:54pm Nov 11 2012 (last edited on 8:54pm Nov 11 2012)
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[[ -kicks double post- ]]
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8:55pm Nov 11 2012
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[[ LOL YES
SO MUCH YES.
I'll post... sometime soon. x3 Maybe tonight but maybe not. ;c ]] |
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8:56pm Nov 11 2012
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[[ :O Oh. Okay. c8
Whenever. o.o I'm going to bed. Even though I said that five minutes ago. Seriously, whenever. :D ]]
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8:44am Nov 15 2012
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3:11pm Nov 26 2012
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6:15pm Dec 12 2012
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6:16pm Dec 12 2012
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[[ LOL
Ohgod. I still have to post.
//shot ]] |
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6:17pm Dec 12 2012
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[[ Take your time, you sexy beast. ]]
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9:47pm Jan 12 2013
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[[ Vin, I'm going through all of my role plays. Choosing ones to give away because my posts are just going too slow. I'd be willing to keep this if you'd post.
... So it's up to you. c:
Keep this or no? ]]
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12:40pm Jan 24 2013
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[[It's ok if it's a no but I need to know so I know whether to save it to my bookmarks. |D
So get back to me via skype or something? |D ]]
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1:56pm Jun 6 2013 (last edited on 1:56pm Jun 6 2013)
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[[ Bump ;D
Everyone here missed this ti
tle on the res forums, I know it. ]]
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