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Honeybee

6:28pm Oct 7 2010 (last edited on 6:30pm Oct 7 2010)

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This is a webnovel.
WARNING: If you dislike anything gay, perish in agony kindly click the "Back" button. ^o^ Please do not go hating. It's quite unbecoming. Thank you.




my name\'s russ and i only care about uldavi and cute men
Honeybee

6:36pm Oct 7 2010

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Prologue
_____

 

 

This isn't you, it's me.
____
Why,
she sobs into
my t-shirt. But
I don't know
the answer, so
I keep my
thoughts to myself.

 

 

 

Circumstances
____
Emily, please,
I beg, but her
sobbing continues. I never
imagined a more gory
break-up. But then

I never could have
imagined the circumstances.

 

 

 

My Voice Cracks First
_____
My resolve cracks next.
Emily, please,
I whisper. I was
splitting in half. Fragmenting.
You don't understand.

And of course
she doesn't.

 

 

 

Accusations
____
You're cheating on
me, aren't you?
Emily is hysterical.
She's clinging to
threads that don't
exist, long snipped
by the Fates.

Emily, I would
never cheat on
you. I'm sorry,
but we're through.




my name\'s russ and i only care about uldavi and cute men
chance437

8:00pm Oct 11 2010

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O.O

More plzkthnxbai. 




Honeybee

8:07pm Oct 11 2010

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Chapter 1
_____

 

Silence can speak
volumes. Saying all
that words can't
and never could.

But, only when
used exactly right.

 

Questions
_____

Ever since
I'd dumped
Emily, I'd
Been asking
Myself questions.

But I don't
know the answer
to the question:

Am I gay?

 

 

I don't know
_____


That's the real answer. But
I constantly try to fool

Myself that it isn't,
That it's spring. But spring

Long p*censored*ed into summer, and
After that, autumn. The hummingbirds

Have long vanished with the
Southern winds, leaving me without

Any idea of who I
Am.

 

 

Bakersfield
_____

Is not the prettiest
place.
There are few, if
any
"Good" places, and those
are
Candy-coated in false
senses
Of self-security. And even
though
The city resides in California, you
don't
want to get into
a
Homosexual vibe, if you
know
What I mean.

 

 

Desert Whispers
_____

 

The desert whispers
Whispers,
whispers to me
caressing me within
its bitter air
Comforting
with the promise
of something more,
tangible.

The desert cradles
me, Whispering, always
Whispering.

 

 

 

 

Thanks for reading. This is all I will be posting here, seeing as it gets much 'darker'. Rmail me for more and I'll give you a link.




my name\'s russ and i only care about uldavi and cute men
DecemberMoon

8:09pm Oct 11 2010

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This is quite good. Love stories of any sort aren't my usual genre (I like fluffy adventure stories better)  but this is very well written. The format is different and captures interest easily. You should certainly write more.
Funlover6

8:41pm Oct 11 2010

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Oh my, Russ ^^  It is truly amazing.  Very well written.  Very interresting and I am officially hooked on reading.  Hope you can write more, because I will definatly be back :D



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Riyo

8:43pm Oct 11 2010

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I really like these, Russ, though it reads more like poetry than like a novel. It's really good.



"You must always remember that the only thing necessary for evil to triumph is for good people to do nothing." - Alucard, Castlevania: Symphony of the Night.
paigecam

8:59pm Oct 11 2010

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Omg, this is so pretty Russwart. 

Moar.

Paige wants moar. 




We fell through the ice when we tried not to slip.

innagong

5:20pm Oct 13 2010

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-hatesongaythingsandbeshomosexual-

Pffft Jk. |D

OMG ILRUSS <3333333 




Flashbacks, warm nights,
Almost left behind.
Suitcases of memories,
Time after time.

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