I'm really glad I join rescreatu. I had no idea it would be this cool. Just about 2 weeks ago I realized that I had been looking for Christians in the wrong place. It was an online game I decided to join and I had been playing it for 2 months mingling with people who didn't believe in God or Christians who weren't really Christians and I felt so foolish because I used to be the one warning people about merging with the world and I didn't even notice how lost I was.
There were nice people on the game but then I realized that I had been crying and praying all night for someone who had no intention of wanting to serve God even though he claimed to be a christian, but the truth is he was still a satanist feeding on my positive energy. (I met him on the game and wanted to be there for him because he was depressed) And it took me a long time to realize that he hadn't actually changed. I felt so foolish because I had even introduce him to my best friends and I defended him when they said they didn't trust him.
Anyways I got rid of him and I went back to God crying and praying and asking for forgiveness because I had become a slave to that online game [that I no longer want to even think of] I never even noticed the signs that God was trying to keep me from this boy even before we met. there were so many signs!!! (but I misread them thinking that it was the devil trying to keep me from bringing someone closer to God)
Oh wow I didn't plan on typing this much. All I wanted to say from the beginning is that its great to be here. I've read all of your stories and I really wanna be friends with all of you!! you guys are filled with so much love and I just wanna be more like Meg or Rika. you both are so cool!!
if anyone wanna know more about that story I typed too much of then Rmail me ^-^