[[BUMP]]

I could feel my heart skip a beat in my chest, the way he stared at me like I was something to be admired. Like I was... a piece of meat waiting to be eaten? The thought made me sick, but gave me butterflies at the same time. I couldn't form words for a little while, so for fifteen minutes I simply stroked Milly and hummed to myself. 

Finally getting a grip, I spoke quietly. "I just wanted to know about... about when you grew up. What it was like when you were like... well, when you were like me. Human. Breathing. Alive." The words sounded harsher than I meant them to be, but I didn't mean them like that. "And I want to know how you became a vampire."

Getting a grip of her mane, I threw one leg over Milly and pulled myself up, sitting on her back while I spoke to Eddie. "I want to know everything." 

[[Sorry. I just needed a day where I didn't 'try' when replying. And I 'try' with yours and Lola's. I just wanted to do one lines for a little while -.-
 I'm replying to all roleplays right now though D: ]]

Everything.
The girl that I've watched grow up, discreetly.
The girl that I almost killed last night.
The girl that has surprised me many times - but mostly by not rejecting me - wants to know everything.
I stared in shock at her for a moment, taking it in.
"Everything?"
I whispered. It wasn't that I didn't want to tell her. Honestly, I wanted to tell her everything. Even how I envied and hated every human on earth - except her.
I just didn't want to know her reaction to what I told her.
"Everything..."
I said louder while placing both forearms on the gate so that I could face her. Finally, I looked at her, straight in the eyes. And, as usual when I looked at her, a smile became plastered on my face.
"When I was human, I grew up in England. But, when I was in my teens, I moved here. Right in your home."
I started, as I found myself reminiscing about those days.
"It's hard to explain everything that happened when I became... This. [And because I forgot what I said in the beginning. I just made stuff up now hahaD:] But, I do remember I lived here, and, one night, I just got bitten. Quite simple."
But, it wasn't that simple. What truly happened made me sick just thinking about it. I was told to go outside to check on the horses - yes, my family also had a farm - and there he was. Ready to bite me.
It was when I got closer, did I realize what his plan was. He bit me and made me a vampire, but I knew he planned on killing me. I never found out why he made me a vampire - and didn't kill me fully.
But, I didn't find it necessary to tell her every detail. So, I changed that part of the subject by going on with the story.
"My father... He rejected me after what happened. I remember him threatening to kill me once because he believed I became a demon, but my mother intervened. She was a good women. My mother soon had a heart attack while driving, maybe a week after my father kicked me out of the house for the way I was. When she was dead, I went to my father's house, to see if he was hurting by the loss. He wasn't. So, I..."
I stopped a moment. Then kept going.
"I killed him. Out of anger. The only person I've ever killed out of anger and hatred."
Again, I stopped. Controlling my emotions before continueing.
"That's when your family came. And, I've watched this family ever since."

[[Bump. xD]]

I tried to take things in stride. I tried to hide the fact that I was disgusted that he killed his own father. I tried to hide the horror in my eyes. And I did the best I could at that, simply nodding with a strained smile. Milly was getting antsy all of a sudden, but I pretended not to notice and watched him with cautious eyes. 

He could kill me if he wanted to, but he didn't. I wondered why. "Tell me," I began, voice an octave higher than I meant. "What was it like in England? I'd like to know more about it. If you can remember, that is." That was a lie though. I didn't really care what England was like. I just wanted to move the topic away from his father.

{ bleh } 

[[Huh?
Though I'm dieing to go to England, I dunno about it. So... I kind of made my post in a discreet way where he talked about England, but I didn't have to say anything about it xDD ]]

Cherie was becoming unpredictable. I expected her to finally kick me out. It wasn't that I wanted her to reject me, but it would be better for her sake.
But, she didn't even say a word about my killing my father.
"I will always remember England, of course, and its much different from America..."
I started, before rambling on and on about England. This was one of those subjects that you didn't want to ask me about because I wouldn't know when to shut up.
Finally, I forced my mouth shut as I started rambling about my favorites places to go around my home town.
"Sorry. I could talk about England all day if I could."
I said with a laugh as I ran a hand through my hair. I noticed Milly's odd behavior and immediately felt self concious as I backed away from the gate nonchalantly.

[[Bump :) ]