If you don't like depressing things, go away.

 

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Prologue:

 

 

 

"Mumsie" gave me a present today,
All wrapped in silver-blue.

Said perhaps it’d help me say
Just what she wanted to.

If I keep this journal, perhaps
I’ll want to stay alive.

If I keep this journal, maybe
I’ll be able to survive.

 

Pretend Crowns:

 

Go ahead and pull me down,
Rip apart my dreams.

 

You can wear your pretend crown,
You're tearing at the seams.

 

No one else can hear us scream,

Together, we're in pain.

 

No one else can help, they leave

And leave us here in shame.

Together:

 

I just don't get why we fight

Together, we could stand a chance

 

I guess we don't get the right

To help the other find the light

 

Myra, you say, look at me

 

Lea, I say, hope you see

The light of our next dawn.

Wake me up:

 

Tell me this is just a dream,
I’m not writing this right now.

Tell me this is just a dream,
I’ll wake up in a field of green

Just like the time upon a time,
With him, I was serene.

Wake
me
up.